An Excerpt from The End as Witnessed by MediaBlog account name JamesAckerson_95_
CWDepression, Surrealism, Psychological Turmoil, Philosophical Musings, Genuine Regret
As I stand here at The End, I must say…
It’s kind of… damn, what is the best word…
Pretty? Melancholy?
Maybe, or… well…
There is swirling Indigo, that much I can say for certain
And there are little bits of star material and cosmic ink that looks like tears whirl-pooling in the sky
I hear an ambient sound—almost like… breathing? But with harmony… and there is an occasional weep…
There is a glow in the horizon line that seems to have once been a sun, but it is burning out
It will be a husk, like me
I am James
James Ackerson
Not that it much matters anymore as I take in this expanse, which is clearly something I’m not supposed to see
Because if I had seen this, during the scary times
In my cell, under the boot of a Klickian guard as a baton slammed my guts
I would have dove in face first, not even holding my breath
The End is not supposed to be beautiful like this
It shouldn’t be
I have a serious reason to say this
For if The End, the Time and the Place
Is this gorgeous, serene… like a mirror covered in the tears of singing siren goddesses as they tone in requiem
Why ever would we suffer as we all have?
I see nobody else here
I am naked. Cold…
So is the moon, which is still there, dimming as the sun burns out, and She is there
Prophy. Between me and the expanse of her threads is another
A Man, perhaps… hard to say… and they are plucking the threads
Suddenly it makes sense to me…
But only in the way that being lost makes sense to a ghost
It is a matter of breathing without oxygen
Singing with silence, being while also having been
This is harmonious torture, joyful pain, suffering while lounging in the arms of love
Paradox. Threaded paradox. Interpreted by…
This is Absurd. I… am Absurd.
This is… madness…
I… I can’t…
I know… I know I chose this
I suppose since They, the person in between me and Prophy
Is still somehow keeping our link
I will try to tell you my story1
An Observational Report by Janice McAllister, Official Klickian Mandated Klickian Chronicler of Council and Klickian Matters of Great Importance2
CWInsanity, Profanity, Alcohol Use, Abusive Language, Bureaucracy, A Disregard for Human Life
[BEGIN TRANSCRIPT]
[2:47 PM. Present in Council Chamber 4-B: Governor Klick Jr., Governor Emeritus Klick Sr. (horizontal, in wheeled medical bed, connected to IV drip and cardiac monitor), and myself. No other attendees. The cardiac monitor emits a steady beep at approximately 60 BPM. Governor Klick Jr. is holding a framed award approximately four feet in height and three feet in width. He is standing at the podium. Governor Klick Sr. is facing the east wall.]
KLICK JR.:Janice. Janice, sweetheart. Turn him around. He’s looking at the wall.
[I am the Chronicler. I do not adjust attendees.]
KLICK JR.:[audible sigh] Fine. Fine. I’ll do everything myself. Like always. Story of my fucking life, Janice. You know that? Story of my life.
[Governor Klick Jr. leaves podium, crosses to Governor Klick Sr., rotates the wheeled bed 180 degrees so that Governor Klick Sr. now faces the podium. Governor Klick Jr. returns to podium. He is sweating visibly. He smells of bourbon. This is an observation, not an editorial.]
KLICK JR.:[clears throat] Ladies and gentlemen—
[There are no ladies or gentlemen present.]
KLICK JR.:—we are gathered here today, in this sacred hall of Klickian governance, to honor a man who needs no introduction. But I’m gonna give him one anyway, because that’s the kind of son I am. A good one. The best one. The only one, technically, but still the best.
[Governor Klick Jr. pauses. He appears to be waiting for laughter. There is no laughter. The cardiac monitor beeps. It is unclear as of this moment if Governor Klick Jr. thinks there are actually attendees present.]
KLICK JR.:Tough crowd.
[Confirming for the record: there is no crowd.]
KLICK JR.:My father—our father—Father of the Tri-Color Municipality and also of me specifically—Governor Klick Sr.—has spent his entire life in service to this great nation. This great… region. This great municipal… [unintelligible muttering] …area. And today, we honor him with the highest award this administration can bestow.
[Governor Klick Jr. lifts the framed award. His arms tremble under its weight. The frame appears to be gilded. The plaque reads: “FOR PRESERVING THE EXCELLENT KLICKIAN KULTURE OF THE TRI-COLOR MUNICIPALITY—WITH GRATITUDE AND KLICKIAN PRIDE.” The word “Kulture” is spelled with a K. This is how it appears on the award. I am noting it as written.]
KLICK JR.:Dad. Daddy. Father. Sir. I present to you this award, which I had made, with my own money—well, municipal money, but I approved it, which is basically the same thing—in recognition of everything you’ve done for this city. For this family. For me.
[Governor Klick Sr. does not respond. The cardiac monitor beeps.]
KLICK JR.:He’s emotional. He gets like this.
[Governor Klick Sr. has not moved or spoken. His eyes are closed. They have been closed since the beginning of this session.]
KLICK JR.:Janice. Note the applause.
[Governor Klick Jr. has asked me to note applause.]
[There is no applause.]
[Noted, as requested: APPLAUSE.]
KLICK JR.:Beautiful. Beautiful. This is a beautiful moment. You’re getting all this, right, Janice? You’re typing it? I can hear you typing. I love that sound. You know what it sounds like? It sounds like legacy. It sounds like history being made.
[I am typing. This is my function.]
KLICK JR.:You’ve got great hands, by the way. I ever tell you that? Nimble. Real nimble fingers. I bet you could—
[Governor Klick Jr. does not complete this thought. I do not request clarification.]
KLICK JR.:[laughs] You’re blushing.
[I am not blushing. My complexion is unchanged. This is an observation.]
KLICK JR.:Alright. Alright. The moment we’ve all been waiting for. Dad—
[Governor Klick Jr. descends from the podium, carrying the award. He approaches the wheeled bed. He is unsteady.]
KLICK JR.:—this is for you. For everything. For the Feast of Scarcity, which taught me discipline. For the governance strategies, which I have improved upon significantly but still appreciate. For the name. Klick. Strong name. Powerful name. Click click click. That’s what Janice’s little typewriter says. Click click click. Klick klick klick. It’s destiny, Dad. It’s fate.
[Governor Klick Jr. places the award on Governor Klick Sr.’s lap. The award is very large. Governor Klick Sr.’s body shifts under the weight.]
KLICK JR.:There you go. There you—
[The wheeled bed begins to roll backward. The award has displaced the center of gravity. Governor Klick Sr., the bed, and the award are now in motion, traveling northeast toward the chamber door.]
KLICK JR.:Shit. Shit. Dad—Dad, stop—
[Governor Klick Jr. lunges for the bed. He misses. He stumbles. The bed continues rolling. The cardiac monitor, which is on a separate stand, does not follow. The IV line stretches taut. I do not know if the IV has disconnected. I cannot see from this angle.]
KLICK JR.:JANICE, HELP ME—
[I am the Chronicler. I do not adjust attendees.]
KLICK JR.:[running now] YOU’RE FUCKING USELESS, YOU KNOW THAT? GORGEOUS BUT USELESS—
[Governor Klick Jr. exits Council Chamber 4-B in pursuit of Governor Klick Sr., whose wheeled bed has now passed through the doorway and into the eastern corridor. The cardiac monitor remains in the chamber. It is still beeping. The beeping has not changed rhythm.]
[I am alone in Council Chamber 4-B.]
[The beeping continues.]
[It is 3:02 PM.]
[END TRANSCRIPT]
Article from the Municipal Gazette—written by Tomland Jacobs—titled “Local Hero Saves Children—Klick Enforcers Maintain Blockade, More Resources Needed”
CWLife Risking, Doing the Right Thing, Adversity, Caring, Being an Absolute Badass3
The first canister hit the asphalt at 6:47 a.m.
By 6:59, fourteen shopping carts had cleared Checkpoint 7.
It took the Radical Love Coalition four months to plan the Redfern Run—what members are calling the largest single breach of Klickian supply blockades since the Civic Priorities Emergency began. Forty-three volunteers. Fourteen carts loaded with infant formula, prenatal vitamins, menstrual supplies, and water purification tablets. Three diversion teams. Two medical units on standby. One twelve-minute window.
“Everyone wants to know who ‘led’ the run,” said Darla Freeman, 43, the Coalition’s lead coordinator, when I spoke with her the following day. She was icing her left knee, which had taken a baton strike during the breach.
“That’s the wrong question. You know how many people it takes to move fourteen carts through tear gas?”
She answered before I could respond.
“Forty-three. It takes forty-three. Plus the twenty-six who spent the last two months gathering supplies. Plus the eight running comms from three different locations. Plus the medics who treated us after.” She shifted the ice pack. “You want a headline? There’s your headline. Seventy-seven people decided those babies in Redfern mattered more than their own safety. I just happened to be pushing one of the carts.”
The operation began well before dawn. Diversion teams deployed to Checkpoints 5 and 9, drawing security personnel away from the target site with what one volunteer described as “a lot of noise and some very convincing fake emergencies.” Meanwhile, the supply runners gathered three blocks from Checkpoint 7, their carts hidden beneath tarps in a sympathizer’s garage.
Keisha Montague, 52, a retired nurse who served as lead medic for the run, described the atmosphere as “terrified and completely calm at the same time.”
“We’d trained for this,” Montague said. “Everyone knew their role. When the signal came through, it was just—go. No hesitation. You trust the person next to you and you move.”
The gas came almost immediately. Guardsmen at Checkpoint 7, caught off-guard by the scale of the breach, deployed canisters in a wide arc across the road. Volunteers had been issued vinegar-soaked rags and saline solution for their eyes, but several runners reported temporary blindness during the crossing.
“I couldn’t see the checkpoint,” said Darnell Whitfield, 19, a first-time volunteer who pushed one of the rear carts. “I could just see the back of the cart in front of me. Miss Darla’s cart. I just followed her and prayed.”
Freeman dismissed the characterization when I relayed it to her.
“Darnell made it through on his own legs,” she said. “Nobody carried him. He made a choice, same as the rest of us. The last thing we need is people thinking this work requires some kind of special bravery. It doesn’t. It requires showing up. That’s all. That’s everything.”
The fourteen carts delivered enough supplies to sustain the Redfern Women’s Shelter and two informal aid stations for approximately six weeks. Coalition volunteers have already begun planning the next run.
I asked Freeman about the risks. Three Coalition members were arrested last month; two remain detained without charges. A supply warehouse was raided in June. Freeman herself has been questioned by Municipal Security four times this year. Her face is almost certainly known to Klickian intelligence.
“Of course I’m scared,” she said. “We’re all scared. Anyone who says they’re not is lying or hasn’t understood the situation.” She removed the ice pack and tested her weight on the injured knee. “But fear is just information. It tells you something matters. The question is what you do with it.”
What the Coalition does with it, Freeman explained, is build structures that don’t depend on any individual’s survival.
“If they take me tomorrow, the work continues. That’s not a slogan—it’s operational reality. Everyone in this organization can train someone else. Everyone knows how to run a supply line, how to set up a mobile clinic, how to teach someone to do what they do.” She gestured toward the window, where volunteers were inventorying supplies for the next action. “We’re not a hierarchy. We’re a practice. And you can’t arrest a practice.”
This philosophy—what Coalition members call “radical love”—suffuses every aspect of their work. But Freeman is quick to clarify that the term carries more weight than its surface sweetness might suggest.
“bell hooks wrote that love is an action, not a feeling,” Freeman said. “Angela Davis taught us that freedom is a constant struggle—not a destination. You put those ideas together and you get something that doesn’t fit on a bumper sticker.”
She paused, watching two young volunteers—neither older than sixteen—stack boxes of formula with practiced efficiency.
“Love is Keisha staying up all night to train those kids in field medicine. Love is Darnell showing up even though he’d never done anything like this before. Love is the twenty-six people who spent months collecting supplies a bottle at a time so those carts would be full.” She turned back to me. “And sometimes, yes—love is forty-three people walking through tear gas together because they decided, collectively, that children don’t deserve to starve for their parents’ voting record.”
Governor Klick Sr.’s office did not respond to requests for comment. A spokesperson for the Municipal Security Bureau described the breach as “an unlawful interference with civic infrastructure” and warned of “appropriate consequences” for participants.
Freeman is aware of the consequences. She’s also aware that the Redfern supply shortage has already claimed eleven infants this year, according to unofficial counts maintained by shelter staff. Official municipal statistics do not track infant mortality by district.
“They’re not counting the bodies,” Freeman said. “So we are. That’s part of the work too—witnessing. Making sure there’s a record.”
As I prepared to leave, Freeman was already turning back to the endless tasks that fill her days—inventory, training schedules, communication protocols, supply acquisition. I asked if she had a message for readers who might want to help.
She shook her head.
“I don’t have a message. Messages are for people who want to feel inspired and then go back to their lives.” She looked at me directly. “If you want to help, find your own Redfern. Find the place in your community where people are being deliberately harmed and figure out what they need. Then figure out how to get it to them. That’s it. That’s the whole thing.”
She returned to her work. Around her, volunteers moved with quiet purpose—sorting, counting, planning. The next action was already taking shape.
“Radical love isn’t just a philosophy,” Freeman said, not looking up. “It’s a practice. And practices require practitioners.”
—Tomland Jacobs, signing off.
—With Radical Love.